Once Loved

Kill me she whispered
with a voice of a stranger
as her insane laughter
echoed across the night

This wasn't her
It couldn't be...
This wasn't the one I loved
Not my girl, just the monster she has become

I have to end this
Memories flooded me, happy ones...
She was gone forever now
The one I loved was long lost...

My sword closed tighter around my hands
as I was trying to avoid the obvious
I closed my eyes
just feeling the breeze of this coal black night

Shadows or intruders?
the lingering scent was spreading
begging me to win, begging me to kill
to kill what I once loved...

Tattooed Love

The colours are injected
the ink spreads dries and scars
as the needles pierce my skin
but I'm too numb to feel the pain

Full of riddles you are
and this tattoo is all I have
Expressionless
pushing me further into madness

Am I a masochist for loving you?
Tattooed love...
Injected colours into my arm
Your true colours, shades of black...

Now I can have your "heart"...
Forever tattooed in my arm
forever tattooed and mine...
Missing your real one I could never have...

Eftixos pou Iparxoun Poutanes

Stin arxi me ithele gia ta lefta mou, ekina ta xartia pou i anthropoi iperextimisan, ola etsi ksekinisan.

Oi meres mou kilousan omorfa me tin nea mou sintrofia, mou xarise toses orees stigmes, anepanaliptes ke monadikes, ma vathia mesa mou eniotha ekini tin pikra, pos agorasa mia ksepoulimeni agapi, epidi pote den katafera na vro mia alithini.

Ine skliro na niothis tin aporripsi apo pantou, ine ekseftelistiko na katafefgis se etsi lisis tis stigmis, na katapatas tin perifania sou ke na ftiaxnis ena pseftiko oniro gia ton eafto sou. Na vionnis tin arnisi ke na dinese apolita se mia arista filotexnimeni parastasi, pou omos simeni ta panta gia sena. The show must go on...

Meta apo mines, apodextika ta pragmata os ixan ke ematha na zo gia to tora, na pernao kala ke na min to poli skotizo to thema, ixa pagidefti stin diki mou antilipsi tis plastis eftixias ke to apolamvanna. Tote itan pou eskase mia dilosi san vomva:

"S' agapo... Alithia... Pos omos na su to dikso? Pos omos na me pistepsis? Imaste ke oi 2 exmaloti tou psematos pou dimiourgisame..."

The End

Faded and rusty memories that decay
the former glory of one moment's dare

And so I gazed upon you...
completely at odds with reality
trapped in an endless circle of sorrow and regret
And so you gazed upon me...
I never hoped that you'd understand especially now,
haunted by the shadows of fears they've planted in my head
taken over inch by inch
unable to stay, impossible to escape
making me feel uneasy with what I felt back then,
then when all seemed to fall into place...

An outlook of a world intertwined with my new perception
the seeds of doubt have been planted,
it's far too late to look back now
when hope seems to vanish
when breath seems to shorten...

Cracks into the construct of the perfect logic,
the one corrupted by greed and ambition
misleading us into those paths we never intended crossing...
They never believed in us
cause we never truly believed in ourselves...
We never found what we sought
cause it never matched their wishes

And here we end up again...
gazing upon each other
eyes speaking the words our mouths could never say,
the sayings of the heart the mind desperately tries to bury...

They won...
It's alright, one must know when to walk away
when it's time for the wounds to be healed
It's alright...
As long as we have each other...

Together Forever

Ithela na sou po pos kapies nixtes se skeftome...

Ne tote to niosa, se misisa st' alithia. San musiki, glikia ma apomakri tha se exo stin kardia mou. San tragoudi apoxeretismou tis aprositis outopias pou mou xarises. Den iparxi xoros gia alla dakria, oxi tora, mono mia glikopikri sigi pou kouvala tis anamnisis ton oson zisame. Ta sintrimia ton xartinon pirgon pou xtisame, ta onira pou gremmistikan se mia stigmi.

Se thimame na gelas, xaroumeni ke eleftheri. Ekanes tin kardia mou na skirtai monaxa me ena sou vlemma, oi leksis perittes. Sta matia sou vriskontan ola ta asteria, olo mou to simpan. Ipirksa gia sena. Ke tora i apousia sou avastaxa dini tin thesi tis ston pono. San foties pou me perikiklonnoun ta lathoi, me kene, me skotonnoun, mou klevoune arga ti zoi. Ne se skeftome, ke s'agapo...

Osa ke na mas xorizoun, ego tha kratao afta pou mas enonnoun san sterni ikona sto mialo, san ena oniro tholo, tha se kratao edo... Oso ke na se makria, gia mena tha se edo. Edo pou se ethapsa sto piso meros tis kardias mou. Eki opou den mpori na se pari kanis, eki pou tha ise monaxa diki mou...

Na prosexis mikri mou, ekina ta matia pou agapo. Na se kala ke eftixismeni, mono afto zito.

A Cure for the Pain

O anthropos zi ton favlo kiklo pou aftos dimiourgise gia ton eafto tou, vriskontas parigoria stin diki tou ikoniki pragmatikotita. Sxedon oloi se kapia fasi tis zois tous exoune niosi tin thlipsi na tus perikiklonni, tous fovous, tis anasfalies ke tis amfivolies na tus dilitiriazun to mialo. Eki pou i skepsi tholonni, eki pou eksasthenoun oi antoxes tou anthropou, ola allazun olotela, eki ine pou ta vlepis ola allios. Otan ta oria tis logikis me tin trella svinnun ke ginonte ena, tote den mporis na empisteftis oute ton eafto sou, apla perimenis ena thavma na se sosi ap tin katantia sou, san apomixanis theos na se pari makria.

Afti i sanida sotirias mpori na pari polles morfes, kapote ine ena prosopo agapito, alles fores ena aprosmeno gegonos, kati pou tha su dosi piso tin thelisi gia zoi. Kati pou tha se tarakounisi ke tha se vgali apo to skotadi pou exis vuliaksi. Ekei pou pnigese stin atelioti thalassa ton sinesthimaton sou ke pagidevese mesa stin kataxnia tou mialou sou, zitas apegnosmena na litrothis apo ton pono ke tin thlipsi, epizitas na vris tin diki sou dieksodo me kathe tropo.



Psixika katarrakomeni, ena mikro pososto odigite stis apopires aftoktonias mono ke mono gia na diksi kapios esto mia stala endiaferon gia to atomo tous, katafefgun eki san mia teleftea kravgi voithias, mia ekklisi pros tin afilokseni kinonia, san mia teleftea paraklisi pros ton kosmo, na gini ena kalitero meros gia na zume.

Apo tin alli plevra omos iparxi ke i alli katigoria me aftoxires pou apofasizun oti apla den pai allo, adiaforontas gia tus pantes ke ta panta. Mazevoun oles tis dinamis pou tus apeminan ke pernoun tin sterni apofasi na epizitisun ton thanato os dieksodo afu apetixan na vroun stirigma na kratithoun sta egkosmia.

Mia praksi toso gennea ke toso dili tin idia stigmi. Xriazete polli kouragio na kinigisis ton thanato sou ke na termatisis ti zoi su, na apsifias ton fovo gia to agnosto, taftoxrona omos, ine mia praksi pou dilonni efthinofovia ke anikanotita na antimetopisis prosopo me prosopo tis katastasis pou se vasanizoun. Tous lipi to kinitro na polemisoun, na agonistoun gia na kerdisun, tin idia tous tin zoi...