Εμφάνιση αναρτήσεων με ετικέτα depression. Εμφάνιση όλων των αναρτήσεων
Εμφάνιση αναρτήσεων με ετικέτα depression. Εμφάνιση όλων των αναρτήσεων

Κυριακή 28 Φεβρουαρίου 2010

Murder Tales

Blood on my Cresent Blade, for I,
my People have I Slayed.
And Cried, at the sight of the Moon,
as I was caught in the middle of the Red Typhoon.
Sad truth is but a preface,
as to wipe out this whole damn race.
Undeserving of life, murderers,
and I, murderer of murderers.

Σάββατο 28 Νοεμβρίου 2009

He Lays Here

He lays down on the grass
Alone...
Lost and Forgotten...
His eyesight too blur to see the stars

He gazes with an empty look
The sky...
But he does not truly see a thing
Cold...

He lays here
while the children play accross the street
while mom bakes a cake he'll never taste
while life goes on around him

But he just lays here...
Without love, without a friend
Without someone to care
Without someone he can say goodbye to...

So he just lays here...

Δευτέρα 19 Οκτωβρίου 2009

Des to Allios

Kalimera ipa, ke anniksa ta matia mou gia na antikriso ena tholo ourano.

Ena sinnefiasmeno vlemma gia na kitazo, to grizo pou krivi to galazio.
Mesa stous tixous tha klisto, ke pia den tha to vlepo, thelo na krivome ap tis zois to peplo.
I omorfia tou kosmou sou, na krivi tosi friki, kserontas poso matei ine i figi.

Vlepo oti vlepis, ma to vlepo allios. Kathe leksi exi diaforetiki xria, otan alli foni tin xromatizi.

Thripsalla kommatia ginete to kathe oniro pou fefgi. Mia elpida makrini pou girismo den exi. Meres na kilane askopa, vouva ke o xronos trexi.
Klise ta matia sou ke des afto pou vlepo, den ine oute asximo ma oute ke oreo. San dilitirio kilai i pikra sto kormi mou ke san glikia parigoria mou perni tin zoi mou.

Kalinixta ke xannome ksana mes sti siopi mou, sto skotadi to avato pou krivi i sigi mou, sto kathe antio pou sou xarisa mazi me tin psixi mou...

Δευτέρα 21 Σεπτεμβρίου 2009

Together Forever

Ithela na sou po pos kapies nixtes se skeftome...

Ne tote to niosa, se misisa st' alithia. San musiki, glikia ma apomakri tha se exo stin kardia mou. San tragoudi apoxeretismou tis aprositis outopias pou mou xarises. Den iparxi xoros gia alla dakria, oxi tora, mono mia glikopikri sigi pou kouvala tis anamnisis ton oson zisame. Ta sintrimia ton xartinon pirgon pou xtisame, ta onira pou gremmistikan se mia stigmi.

Se thimame na gelas, xaroumeni ke eleftheri. Ekanes tin kardia mou na skirtai monaxa me ena sou vlemma, oi leksis perittes. Sta matia sou vriskontan ola ta asteria, olo mou to simpan. Ipirksa gia sena. Ke tora i apousia sou avastaxa dini tin thesi tis ston pono. San foties pou me perikiklonnoun ta lathoi, me kene, me skotonnoun, mou klevoune arga ti zoi. Ne se skeftome, ke s'agapo...

Osa ke na mas xorizoun, ego tha kratao afta pou mas enonnoun san sterni ikona sto mialo, san ena oniro tholo, tha se kratao edo... Oso ke na se makria, gia mena tha se edo. Edo pou se ethapsa sto piso meros tis kardias mou. Eki opou den mpori na se pari kanis, eki pou tha ise monaxa diki mou...

Na prosexis mikri mou, ekina ta matia pou agapo. Na se kala ke eftixismeni, mono afto zito.

Τρίτη 25 Αυγούστου 2009

A Cure for the Pain

O anthropos zi ton favlo kiklo pou aftos dimiourgise gia ton eafto tou, vriskontas parigoria stin diki tou ikoniki pragmatikotita. Sxedon oloi se kapia fasi tis zois tous exoune niosi tin thlipsi na tus perikiklonni, tous fovous, tis anasfalies ke tis amfivolies na tus dilitiriazun to mialo. Eki pou i skepsi tholonni, eki pou eksasthenoun oi antoxes tou anthropou, ola allazun olotela, eki ine pou ta vlepis ola allios. Otan ta oria tis logikis me tin trella svinnun ke ginonte ena, tote den mporis na empisteftis oute ton eafto sou, apla perimenis ena thavma na se sosi ap tin katantia sou, san apomixanis theos na se pari makria.

Afti i sanida sotirias mpori na pari polles morfes, kapote ine ena prosopo agapito, alles fores ena aprosmeno gegonos, kati pou tha su dosi piso tin thelisi gia zoi. Kati pou tha se tarakounisi ke tha se vgali apo to skotadi pou exis vuliaksi. Ekei pou pnigese stin atelioti thalassa ton sinesthimaton sou ke pagidevese mesa stin kataxnia tou mialou sou, zitas apegnosmena na litrothis apo ton pono ke tin thlipsi, epizitas na vris tin diki sou dieksodo me kathe tropo.



Psixika katarrakomeni, ena mikro pososto odigite stis apopires aftoktonias mono ke mono gia na diksi kapios esto mia stala endiaferon gia to atomo tous, katafefgun eki san mia teleftea kravgi voithias, mia ekklisi pros tin afilokseni kinonia, san mia teleftea paraklisi pros ton kosmo, na gini ena kalitero meros gia na zume.

Apo tin alli plevra omos iparxi ke i alli katigoria me aftoxires pou apofasizun oti apla den pai allo, adiaforontas gia tus pantes ke ta panta. Mazevoun oles tis dinamis pou tus apeminan ke pernoun tin sterni apofasi na epizitisun ton thanato os dieksodo afu apetixan na vroun stirigma na kratithoun sta egkosmia.

Mia praksi toso gennea ke toso dili tin idia stigmi. Xriazete polli kouragio na kinigisis ton thanato sou ke na termatisis ti zoi su, na apsifias ton fovo gia to agnosto, taftoxrona omos, ine mia praksi pou dilonni efthinofovia ke anikanotita na antimetopisis prosopo me prosopo tis katastasis pou se vasanizoun. Tous lipi to kinitro na polemisoun, na agonistoun gia na kerdisun, tin idia tous tin zoi...