Murder Tales

Blood on my Cresent Blade, for I,

my People have I Slayed.

And Cried, at the sight of the Moon,

as I was caught in the middle of the Red Typhoon.

Sad truth is but a preface,

as to wipe out this whole damn race.

Undeserving of life, murderers,

and I, murderer of murderers.

Reflection

Hi...
Have you ever wondered how disturbing can a reflection in moving waters be?

This is not me. This is not my face.
Do not stare. Do not approach.
It is not safe. It is not real.
I'm scared. I'm terrified.
Where shall this maddened waters push me to?
Unsteady and unpredictable, a slave to their desires.

Do you even recognise me anymore?
I do not.
Help me, I cannot take it.
I plea you don't walk away,
I'm so powerless,
so merciless and cruel...
Save me!

Stop me, before it's too late.
No one has to get hurt in the end, right?
Now Run! -No, you can't abandon me...
Hide! -I've stayed hidden for too long...
The voices, they never stop...
I do not deserve to live. -But I am not guilty yet.
My thoughts are...
What is the meaning of all this anyway?
Dead End -Or?

Maybe we can work this out.
Maybe...
But only if you stayed by my side...

Hi self.

My Black Hearted Princess

This is a song for my black hearted princess
this is a story engraved with pain
in the era when the need for destruction embraced the urge to love
in the era that the darkness took over my soul

So long we have been waiting
for that veil to be removed
'till so long reached forever
'till we were sick of waiting

Tears, oh tears
the most beautiful crystals
constructed with an honest pain
sparkling seeds of the eyes I love the most

Vulnerable at last
when the time comes
and the time came
for your sins to be paid

Right or wrong
Black or white
It really doesn't matter anymore
It's all just titles

I tried to show you the world,
you said you were blind
I said, you just didn't wanna see...
You just chose to live in your own version of reality

Just hide your face from the world that hurts you
shut your eyes I'm here in your darkest tower
frozen by the fear of you
you are just a myth, my black hearted princess...

The One that Loved you to Death

Hello my love,
Together forever we promised
Eternity forgotten, eternity wasted
We can be what we once were

I'm still here my love,
waiting for your return
the day we'll be together again
the day of my salvation

Don't cry my love,
death will never be the one to tear us apart
No matter what happens
I'll forgive you that's what you said

I'm sorry my love,
I can't be what you want me to be
I'll always be me
The one that loved you to death...

Together Forever

Ithela na sou po pos kapies nixtes se skeftome...

Ne tote to niosa, se misisa st' alithia. San musiki, glikia ma apomakri tha se exo stin kardia mou. San tragoudi apoxeretismou tis aprositis outopias pou mou xarises. Den iparxi xoros gia alla dakria, oxi tora, mono mia glikopikri sigi pou kouvala tis anamnisis ton oson zisame. Ta sintrimia ton xartinon pirgon pou xtisame, ta onira pou gremmistikan se mia stigmi.

Se thimame na gelas, xaroumeni ke eleftheri. Ekanes tin kardia mou na skirtai monaxa me ena sou vlemma, oi leksis perittes. Sta matia sou vriskontan ola ta asteria, olo mou to simpan. Ipirksa gia sena. Ke tora i apousia sou avastaxa dini tin thesi tis ston pono. San foties pou me perikiklonnoun ta lathoi, me kene, me skotonnoun, mou klevoune arga ti zoi. Ne se skeftome, ke s'agapo...

Osa ke na mas xorizoun, ego tha kratao afta pou mas enonnoun san sterni ikona sto mialo, san ena oniro tholo, tha se kratao edo... Oso ke na se makria, gia mena tha se edo. Edo pou se ethapsa sto piso meros tis kardias mou. Eki opou den mpori na se pari kanis, eki pou tha ise monaxa diki mou...

Na prosexis mikri mou, ekina ta matia pou agapo. Na se kala ke eftixismeni, mono afto zito.

(Mess)age

Turn around and face


the screams of pain that you ignored,


before the horror reaches your eyes,


before the terror touches your soul...




"If we can live with the knowledge that death is our constant companion, traveling on our 'left shoulder,' then death can become in the words of Don Juan, our 'ally' still fearsome but continually a source of wise counsel. With death's counsel, the constant awareness of the limit of our time to live and love, we can always be guided to make the best use of our time and live life to the fullest. But if we are unwilling to fully face the fearsome presence of death on our left shoulder, we deprive ourselves of its counsel and cannot possibly live or love with clarity. When we shy away from death, the ever-changing nature of things, we inevitably shy away from life."

- M. Scott Peck


Today,

before the darkness blinds your sight...

Maria

Me lene Maria mou ipe to koritsi. Thes na sou dikso ti vlepo? Ke prin prolavo kan na apantiso, xathika se mia noiti avisso. Fones frikis sinodevan tin ptosi mou, fones ponou, orgis, dipsasmenes gia ekdikisi. Fones pou den se afinnoun na ksexasis, fones pou antixane sto avato ton eonon ke sou mavrizoun tin psixi.

Vrethika se ena domatio gemato kosmo, na tous parakoloutho apo psila na pigennoerxonte nevrika me tis aposkeves tous. Annigan kouventes stin prospathia tous na kanoun tin anamoni pio ipoferti alla matea, i agonia ke i kourasi itan zografismeni sto prosopo tous. Emiazan san pontikia pou piastikan se mia kalostimeni pagida, animpora na antidrasoun ke to mellon agnosto. I tixi tous tora vriskotan sta xeria kapion allon.

Mesa sto plithos katafera na diakrino ke tin Maria. Stekotan dipla apo ton thio tis pou prospathouse na tin kathisixasi, epeksigontas tis pos den iparxi kanenas apolitos logos na anisixi, alloste etsi ipane oi arxes. Oi goneis tis ixan apeviosi ke etsi ekini ke o mikroteros aderfos tis itan ipo tin frontida tou thiou tis pou mexri stigmis tous megalonne san storgikos pateras, parolo pou o idios den ekane pote diki tou oikogenia.

O aderfos tis epeze anemela me tis aposkeves enoxlontas tous giro tou, pou tou erixnan agries maties, kathos kanenas den ixe oreksi gia polles kouventes, poso mallon gia paratirisis. I Maria ton zileve, itan toso eftixismenos stin agnia tou.

Tote itane pou ekane tin isodo tis i armodios, xorizontas tous parevriskomenous se omades ke akolouthos sinodevontan me oxi ke ton kalitero tropo stin teleftea tous katikia apo 2 mpratsomenous.

Irthe ke i ora tis Marias. Tin pirane ke tora tin odigoune sto thanato. Vrethike se ena apo ta poliarithma aspra domatia me tous "giatrous" ke ta farmaka, kato apo to ektiflotiko fos, afu prota tis ksirisan to kefali. Arxise i eksetasi me ena fialidio. To exisan prosextika pano sto derma tis ke afto arxise na tis katatroi tis sarkes, eno afti sfadaze apo ton pono ke evgaze apegnosmenes kravges voithias.

Telika to martirio afto teliose, gia na dosi ti thesi tou se ena kenourgio. Demeni xiropodara i maria eniose pagomenous gantzous na tripane to derma tis apo kathe plevra, to prosopo tis na kommatiazete, ke telika na tis aferoun rizika to derma apo ta simia tis epilogis tous, ravontas oti derma apemine me tropo frikiastiko ke apokroustiko.

Teliosame mazi sou, ipe pagera o giatros ke i voithos tou xamogelontas sadistika efere ena kathrefti mprosta sto prosopo tou koritsiou. I ikona pou antikrise tin ekane na efxotan na itan nekri. Ksero ti skeftese tis ipe i voithos, i efxi sou tha pragmatopiithi ke tote eniose ena tsimpima, to telefteo pragma pou eniose pote tis...

I Maria apedixtike ena kalo piramatozoo gia to instituto. Ixan tin efkeria na dokimasoun pano tis ola ta kenourgia proionta ke tis "parenergies" tous, kathos ke tin sirigga tis efthanasias. Oute gia mia stigmi den niastikan gia to argo martirio tis.

To ptoma tis to meteferan stin soro me ta ipolipa sapismena kormia pou arxisan na xannoun tin athropini opsi tous, gia kapsimo stin pira. Den itan para mono enas mikros thanatos. Akoma ena thima stous pollous. Ena digma, tipota parapano. Ena pirama.

Ke ksanavrethika sto idio domatio me tin Maria. Afti apla me rotise an vlepo tin ironia. Ego den apokrithika. Ekini omos sinexise: "Tora kseris ti vlepo... Vlepo tin kakia aftou tou kosmou... Tora tin ides ke esi, mesa ap' ta matia mou..."

A Cure for the Pain

O anthropos zi ton favlo kiklo pou aftos dimiourgise gia ton eafto tou, vriskontas parigoria stin diki tou ikoniki pragmatikotita. Sxedon oloi se kapia fasi tis zois tous exoune niosi tin thlipsi na tus perikiklonni, tous fovous, tis anasfalies ke tis amfivolies na tus dilitiriazun to mialo. Eki pou i skepsi tholonni, eki pou eksasthenoun oi antoxes tou anthropou, ola allazun olotela, eki ine pou ta vlepis ola allios. Otan ta oria tis logikis me tin trella svinnun ke ginonte ena, tote den mporis na empisteftis oute ton eafto sou, apla perimenis ena thavma na se sosi ap tin katantia sou, san apomixanis theos na se pari makria.

Afti i sanida sotirias mpori na pari polles morfes, kapote ine ena prosopo agapito, alles fores ena aprosmeno gegonos, kati pou tha su dosi piso tin thelisi gia zoi. Kati pou tha se tarakounisi ke tha se vgali apo to skotadi pou exis vuliaksi. Ekei pou pnigese stin atelioti thalassa ton sinesthimaton sou ke pagidevese mesa stin kataxnia tou mialou sou, zitas apegnosmena na litrothis apo ton pono ke tin thlipsi, epizitas na vris tin diki sou dieksodo me kathe tropo.



Psixika katarrakomeni, ena mikro pososto odigite stis apopires aftoktonias mono ke mono gia na diksi kapios esto mia stala endiaferon gia to atomo tous, katafefgun eki san mia teleftea kravgi voithias, mia ekklisi pros tin afilokseni kinonia, san mia teleftea paraklisi pros ton kosmo, na gini ena kalitero meros gia na zume.

Apo tin alli plevra omos iparxi ke i alli katigoria me aftoxires pou apofasizun oti apla den pai allo, adiaforontas gia tus pantes ke ta panta. Mazevoun oles tis dinamis pou tus apeminan ke pernoun tin sterni apofasi na epizitisun ton thanato os dieksodo afu apetixan na vroun stirigma na kratithoun sta egkosmia.

Mia praksi toso gennea ke toso dili tin idia stigmi. Xriazete polli kouragio na kinigisis ton thanato sou ke na termatisis ti zoi su, na apsifias ton fovo gia to agnosto, taftoxrona omos, ine mia praksi pou dilonni efthinofovia ke anikanotita na antimetopisis prosopo me prosopo tis katastasis pou se vasanizoun. Tous lipi to kinitro na polemisoun, na agonistoun gia na kerdisun, tin idia tous tin zoi...

Ironically Yours

Ti ine o athropos stin ousia, xoris ta lefta tou, tin dulia tu ke tis sxesis me tous athropous pou ton perivalloun ke ton kanoun na niothi simantikos? Analosimos, ke omos exi tin dinatotita na allaksi rizika ta dedomena trigiro tou. Oloi imaste isoi, an ke diaforetiki. Parola afta oloi pasxizume na ksexorisume meso tis diaforetikotitas mas. Vionnontas tin prosopiki mas pragmatikotita, ton kosmo etsi opos ton plasame sto nou mas, tis pepithisis mas pou mas fitepsan apo pedia ke tes allilepidrasis pou lamvannoume apo to perivallon mas, pou emis kata paradokso tropo antilamvannomaste diaforetika.

Zoontas me tis psevdesthisis pou mas mas epitrepoun na niosume asfalia, psaxnoume apegnosmena tin eftixia se lathos pragmata. An to kaloskeftis kaneis den ine efxaristimenos ap ta dedomena tis zois tou, para mono apo tis dieksodous tis kathimerinotitas ke tis routinas. Zume gia ekines tis stigmes, alloste i eftixia ine stigmes parodikes, ke vriskete pantou giro mas sta apla pragmata.

I perissoteri anthropoi apotixannoun na antilifthun oti i eftixia pigazi apo mesa mas ke metamorfonni ta panta giro mas. To pos vlepoume ta pragmata eksartate olotela apo emas. Polles fores oi katastasis den allazun, para mono emis allazume ton tropo pou tis antilavanomaste me apotelesma na proselkioume nees empiries ke na antimetopizume diaforetika to katheti pou simvenni sto perivallon mas.

Emis i anthropoi imaste san poulia se klouvia, den gnorisame pote ti pai na pi eleftheria ke pote den tha tin epizitisume afu zume akoma me tin psevdesthisi tis eleftheris epilogis, nomizontas pos emis katefthinoume ti zoi mas, niothontas pos askoume ton apolito elexo ke periorizontas ton eafto mas kato apo tis sinthikes pou alli orisan gia mas ke mas ekanan na pistepsume pos afto thelume.

Ena arketa megalo meros tou plithismou fovate na zisi, fovate na esthanthi, epidi fovate na riskari. Pnigete mesa sto agxos gia sxetika mikra ke asimanta pragmata, disarestimeno apo ton perigiro tou ke anagasmeno na simvivasti se mia zoi pou ton pagidefse.

Filakismeni se ena dipoliko kosmo gemato antikrouomenes epiloges ke paradoksa, prospathume apegnosmena na vrume ena meros opou mporume na anikume, kati stathero, kati asfalis, se afto ton kosmo omos ola ine toso metavlita pou kanis den mpori pote na ta orisi me akrivia.

An riksis mia apli matia sta mesa mazikis enimerosis sintoma tha diapistosis oti ektos apo tin xiragogisi katanaloton, proothoun sistimatika tin maziki vlakia ke exun os stoxo tin apovlakosi tu anthropou alla ke tin katefthinsi tis skepsis tou afu i pliopsifia oute kan mpenni sto kopo na skefti gia ton eafto tis ke na ftiaksi ta dika tis pistevo ke idanika.

Skeftite oles tis empiries pou zisate mexri tora, megalo meros apo osa zisate kathorizun to pios isaste simera os atomo. Gia paradigma ton tropo skepsis sas, tis anasfalies sas, ta thelo sas ke ton tropo pou antilamvaneste ta pragmata os sferiki ikona. Otan kitate ton eafto sas san atomo, ti skefteste? Sas aresi i ikona pou vlepete? An mporusate na parete to xrono piso tha allazate kati? Afto to kati pou tha allazate tha sas steruse mia empiria, tin empiria tu na kanis lathos, na mathenis ke na paradigmatizese apo afto, epd to proto vima ine na apodextis to lathos sou ke na zisis mazi tou gia na mporis mellontika na veltiothis ke na ekselixtis san atomo.

Gia mia fora vgalte tis maskes pou sas parexun asfalia, dikste to alithino sas prosopo, mathete na zite me to kefali psila, perifani gia afto pou isaste os ksexoristo ke diaforetiko atomo aftis tis kinonias anti na akolouthite tifla tin maza. Gia mia fora stamatiste na zite stis anamnisis tou parelthontos ke kante kati pou tha kani to simera ksexoristo, kati pou tha sas kani na kitazete to avrio me anipomonisia. Ziste to simera, simera, oxi to simera avrio… Stamatiste na anavallete ta onira sas ke parte tin zoi sta xeria sas tora!

Ironically yours,
Crimson Dawn



Y.G: Na thimase pos opios ke na ise, oti ke na kanis, tha exis to idio mellon me tin ipolipi athropotita. To telos tou taksidiou tis zois oloi to kserume, i zoi ine poli mikri gia na anastatonneste gia asimanta pragmata , giafto frontise na kanis to diko sou taksidi na aksizi…