Reflection

Hi...
Have you ever wondered how disturbing can a reflection in moving waters be?

This is not me. This is not my face.
Do not stare. Do not approach.
It is not safe. It is not real.
I'm scared. I'm terrified.
Where shall this maddened waters push me to?
Unsteady and unpredictable, a slave to their desires.

Do you even recognise me anymore?
I do not.
Help me, I cannot take it.
I plea you don't walk away,
I'm so powerless,
so merciless and cruel...
Save me!

Stop me, before it's too late.
No one has to get hurt in the end, right?
Now Run! -No, you can't abandon me...
Hide! -I've stayed hidden for too long...
The voices, they never stop...
I do not deserve to live. -But I am not guilty yet.
My thoughts are...
What is the meaning of all this anyway?
Dead End -Or?

Maybe we can work this out.
Maybe...
But only if you stayed by my side...

Hi self.

Logic Vs Emotion

O kathe anthropos exi mesa tou dio fones, ekini tis logikis ke ekini tou sinesthimatos. Pia apo tis dio fones tha iperisxisi ke tha ipokinisi ton kathe anthropo? Agnosto.

Analiontas tin foni tis logikis, tha prepi na anafero oti i logiki ine kati ipokimeniko, an skeftis to gegonos pos, to ti ine logiko ke ti oxi, diamorfonnete apo tin kinonia ke tis pepithisis pou mas kaliergoun. Afti i foni lipon, analiei ta panta litourgontas pros to simferon mas, parousiazontas mas tis pio epikerdous lisis vasi ton trexon katastaseon.

To sinestima ap' tin alli omos litourgi diaforetika. Litourgi pera apo ta filtra tou sostou ke lathous, apsifontas kathe idous kanones. Den mporis na allaksis i na diamorfosis afti tin foni, mono na tin kanis prosorina na sopasi, zontas me tin psevdesthisi pos tin nekroses.

Pia ap tis dio prepi na akolouthisis? Ta sinesthimata ine toso astata ke metavlita, mpori na se gelasoun, eno i logiki tha su dixni panta ton "sosto dromo". I ironia ine omos, pos mono akolouthontas to sinesthima kapios mpori na gini pragmatika eftiximenos, aneksartita an afti i stigmiea eftixia tou prokalesi mellontiko pono.
Ke o ponos ine ena simantiko meros tis zois pou mas kani na orimazoume ke na sinidopioume pragmata pou prin den mporusame na antilifthume me ton tropo pou ta vlepoume tora.

Polles fores, xoris oute emis i idioi na to skeftoume, kanoume pragmata aprosmena, pou den mporoume oute kan na ta etiologisume. San enstikto pou litourgise apo mono tou. Ekini i stigmi pou drasame, itan me apoliti eleftheria apo ta prepi ke ta giati. Eleftheria apo tin idia mas tin skepsi, pou polles fores, den ine para i ixos ton ideon pou alli mas fitepsan sto kefali. Otan katalavoume ti kaname, eki paremvenni i foni tis logikis ke mas vazi se mia diadikasia na dikeologithoume gia tis praksis mas ston idio mas ton eafto.

Min afisis pote tin logiki na se kani na esthanthis ntropi gia kati pou esthanthikes, giati ine san na niothis ntropi gia ton idio sou ton eafto, tou opiou prepi na mathis na agaliazis kathe kommati tou.

Kolimpontas sta Vathia Nera

"Itan ena mikro karavi, pou itan ataksidefto..."

Emis oi anthropoi thimizoume fovera, pleoumena afimena sto eleos ton kimmaton. Meriki apo mas ine varkes, alli sanides ke alloi iperokeania, oloi mas omos kolimpame stin idia thalassa, tin megali thalassa tis zois.

Toso aprovlepti ke toso astathis. Allazi sinexos, apo tin mia stigmi stin alli ke se serni mazi tis stin kathe allagi. Den iparxi diafigi, an den simmorfothis pnigese, se perni apo kato, se vithizi sta kimmata tis. Tipota den ine sigouro ke asfales ke omos i tolmiri pernun to risko, se opia katefthinsi ke na tous pai to kimma.

Alloi protimoun na taksidevoun, na prokaloun tarazontas ta nera, ke alli sterionnoun otan vroun to limani tous, vlepontas mia zoi to idio topio, isos apo fovo min to xasoun. Merikoi afinnonte sto pelagos, eonia parasirmeni ke alli exun to kouragio na ipotaksun tin mira tous, na pane enantia sto revma ke na feroun tin allagi.

Stin kathe trikimia, mono i dinati epivionnoun, epidi kseroun panta na mazevoun ta kommatia tous ke na episkevazoun tis zimies. Etsi ine i thalassa, skliragogi...

Prosekse monaxa min tsakistis sta vraxia tis. Don't drink and drive...

Des to Allios

Kalimera ipa, ke anniksa ta matia mou gia na antikriso ena tholo ourano.

Ena sinnefiasmeno vlemma gia na kitazo, to grizo pou krivi to galazio.
Mesa stous tixous tha klisto, ke pia den tha to vlepo, thelo na krivome ap tis zois to peplo.

I omorfia tou kosmou sou, na krivi tosi friki, kserontas poso matei ine i figi.

Vlepo oti vlepis, ma to vlepo allios. Kathe leksi exi diaforetiki xria, otan alli foni tin xromatizi.

Thripsalla kommatia ginete to kathe oniro pou fefgi. Mia elpida makrini pou girismo den exi. Meres na kilane askopa, vouva ke o xronos trexi.

Klise ta matia sou ke des afto pou vlepo, den ine oute asximo ma oute ke oreo. San dilitirio kilai i pikra sto kormi mou ke san glikia parigoria mou perni tin zoi mou.

Kalinixta ke xannome ksana mes sti siopi mou, sto skotadi to avato pou krivi i sigi mou, sto kathe antio pou sou xarisa mazi me tin psixi mou...

The End

Faded and rusty memories that decay
the former glory of one moment's dare

And so I gazed upon you...
completely at odds with reality
trapped in an endless circle of sorrow and regret
And so you gazed upon me...
I never hoped that you'd understand especially now,
haunted by the shadows of fears they've planted in my head
taken over inch by inch
unable to stay, impossible to escape
making me feel uneasy with what I felt back then,
then when all seemed to fall into place...

An outlook of a world intertwined with my new perception
the seeds of doubt have been planted,
it's far too late to look back now
when hope seems to vanish
when breath seems to shorten...

Cracks into the construct of the perfect logic,
the one corrupted by greed and ambition
misleading us into those paths we never intended crossing...
They never believed in us
cause we never truly believed in ourselves...
We never found what we sought
cause it never matched their wishes

And here we end up again...
gazing upon each other
eyes speaking the words our mouths could never say,
the sayings of the heart the mind desperately tries to bury...

They won...
It's alright, one must know when to walk away
when it's time for the wounds to be healed
It's alright...
As long as we have each other...

Paranoid

Me perifania sas anakinonno oti to simera, to perasa mesa stin parania. Den ksero an itan kan diki mou idea. Den ksero kan pos ola ksekinisan, ma simmera vrika ton eafto mou na dagonni perifana ena kormo dentrou. Stoxos den itan i aferesi tou eksoterikou fliou tou dentrou me tin xrisi tis siagonas. Katakrivia stoxos den itane kanenas.

Telika vrethika na masao ena mikro kladaki pou proeksexe. Telika vrethika na gelao, me ena tropo afisiko ma ksekardistiko. Telika me piran ta patomata stin aggalia tous tin afilokseni. Telika etreksa me tin psixi mou mesa se ena parking tsimentenio, asfixtika klisto.

Ma ti sto kalo kano? Fovame oti edo den iparxi oute ideologia oute kinitro. Kano tou kefaliou mou ipotheto, i kati paromio telospanton. Kolimpao mesa sta kimmata tou gelotos. Epipleo sta vathia nera, san simadoura stis thalasses tou topou mou.

Ke an me rotas, ne, mou aresi afto pou kano. Giati oti kano to kano me tin psixi mou, giati eki vazo ena kommati tou eaftou mou. Ekana sxedia, ke tora me kitazoun agriopa ke thimomena. Me theloune na diaskedazo sta plesia tis sovarotitas. Ai sto dialo tous leo ke ta keo. Ola ta keo, se mia pira pou ola ta katapinni, se mia pira pou me litronni...

For Arist

Prosefxisou ston theo tis siopis perpatontas sta vimata tis sofias ke tote tha vris ton krimmeno eafto.

Tragoudise me ta poulia gia na niosis ksana pos iparxis ke efxaristise tin fisi gia osa sou xarise, dika sou, monadika opos i idia sou i iparksi.

Xasou apo ton kosmo mono gia na anakalipsis ena kenourgio, pou epifilassi nea taksidia ke peripeties.

Kitakse to agnosto katamatta ke vres eki mesa ena meros pou mporis na anikis.

Tha se dexti me annixtes aggales to avrio, mono an to aggaliasis ke esi.

O dromos megalos ke se perimeni, ta monopatia omos ine dikes sou epiloges.

Ke na thimase, pote na min kitas piso sou, mono mprosta...

Min trexis, apolafse tin diadromi.



Farewell.

What lies beneath the light

In the core of your innermost fantasies
lies an alluring truth
where all the beauty of this world unveils
in this deeply seductive journey that unfolds...

Listen to the whispers of the lost
let them lead you to those far away lands
and I promise you won't forget
you won't regret...

Run through the darkwoods
against the wrath of the waves
and let the air brush against your face,
the breeze of a vision coming to life

Mysterious motives and incoherent patterns
Little did we know of what lies beneath the light...

Captivated by the unknown
swallowed by the abyss of infinity
Feel the thrill...

Anywhere but here,
this world so cruel and dull...

Amazing places await you stranger...
Just close your eyes,
you'll be where you wanna be...
Where you belong...

Are we humans or are we dancers of a given beat?

And remember, no matter where you go, there you are. -Confucius



Who are you? And why are you who you are? If it's time to meet your maker, it's the time to face your thoughts which made you. Are you sure you are who you think you are, how you and your life were constructed as a manifestation of your thoughts?

The way we perceive ourselves and others perceive us can change instantly by simply changing the way you think, changing thoughts. Changing programming. Being what you want to be. But guess what: If you can change, you are not real.

Everything that is a limitation, everything that you cannot see as who you are, means that you are going to have to change. When you change, have a look at what happens. You become a new person. If that happens, isnt it common sense then, that who you are now is not real? Why are you defending who you are now, what defines you now?

You exist as knowledge and information, definitions, ideas, beliefs and perceptions that are formed and designed as yourself, as the who I am in the human physical body.

Deceiving others is truly deceiving yourself. Don't do unto another what you dont want them done to you which implies in its every nature that what you do to another, you will experience. if you fear your neighbour and your neighbour fears you back what does that mean? Eventually you are going to end up in a war, killing each other, destroying each other, deceiving each other, hurting each other.

There is No Forgiveness. Only Self-Forgiveness. Forgiveness is useless if we can't forgive ourselves. Forgiveness is useless if we do not change. Forgiveness is deception if it's used as justification. Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honesty, Self-Trust, Self-Responsibility. When each one can trust oneself to do what's best for life in all ways - we may start trusting each-other as self.

Love is used as a weapon to layer and blind the foolish to not see what is really going on. A fool is someone who accepts who they are as the programmed product of parents, teachers, media, religion, science and defining the world around them according to information that has come from someone else.

Understand that the New World Order controls publishing and it is to their benefit to promote love, whether for new age or christianity or any religion, because love demands you must turn a blind eye to abuse and turn the other cheek. Time to stop this abuse and focus on revealing the frauds of love.

We can accept God becoming Man to save Man, but not Man becoming God to save himself. -Vernon Howard

Light never battles darkness, so when you see a fight it is always between two dark forces. -Vernon Howard

There is no evolution.The picture just changes, but the foundation is the same as it has always been. Whether you believe in god or 'scientific breakthroughs', the Truth is still war, rape, torture, greed, fear, self-interest, starvation, poverty, ignorance, denial, delusion and useless beliefs.

God cannot be seen anywhere, beliefs in this world are just beliefs. Evil can be seen everywhere, everyday. On Meditation and Oneness: If you meditate and do not experience the pain and suffering on this planet, you are not One in fact, but separate. Meditate till the screams follow you all day, then you are self honestly here, as life in Oneness.

P.S: "Needlessly negative?" Is there a 'negative' that you could live with? Because no matter how much you would like to sugar-coat the condition of the world, things are not going to get better on its own. THINGS ARE NOT OKAY.

Real knowledge is to know the extent of one's ignorance. -Confucius

Ironically Yours

Ti ine o athropos stin ousia, xoris ta lefta tou, tin dulia tu ke tis sxesis me tous athropous pou ton perivalloun ke ton kanoun na niothi simantikos? Analosimos, ke omos exi tin dinatotita na allaksi rizika ta dedomena trigiro tou. Oloi imaste isoi, an ke diaforetiki. Parola afta oloi pasxizume na ksexorisume meso tis diaforetikotitas mas. Vionnontas tin prosopiki mas pragmatikotita, ton kosmo etsi opos ton plasame sto nou mas, tis pepithisis mas pou mas fitepsan apo pedia ke tes allilepidrasis pou lamvannoume apo to perivallon mas, pou emis kata paradokso tropo antilamvannomaste diaforetika.

Zoontas me tis psevdesthisis pou mas mas epitrepoun na niosume asfalia, psaxnoume apegnosmena tin eftixia se lathos pragmata. An to kaloskeftis kaneis den ine efxaristimenos ap ta dedomena tis zois tou, para mono apo tis dieksodous tis kathimerinotitas ke tis routinas. Zume gia ekines tis stigmes, alloste i eftixia ine stigmes parodikes, ke vriskete pantou giro mas sta apla pragmata.

I perissoteri anthropoi apotixannoun na antilifthun oti i eftixia pigazi apo mesa mas ke metamorfonni ta panta giro mas. To pos vlepoume ta pragmata eksartate olotela apo emas. Polles fores oi katastasis den allazun, para mono emis allazume ton tropo pou tis antilavanomaste me apotelesma na proselkioume nees empiries ke na antimetopizume diaforetika to katheti pou simvenni sto perivallon mas.

Emis i anthropoi imaste san poulia se klouvia, den gnorisame pote ti pai na pi eleftheria ke pote den tha tin epizitisume afu zume akoma me tin psevdesthisi tis eleftheris epilogis, nomizontas pos emis katefthinoume ti zoi mas, niothontas pos askoume ton apolito elexo ke periorizontas ton eafto mas kato apo tis sinthikes pou alli orisan gia mas ke mas ekanan na pistepsume pos afto thelume.

Ena arketa megalo meros tou plithismou fovate na zisi, fovate na esthanthi, epidi fovate na riskari. Pnigete mesa sto agxos gia sxetika mikra ke asimanta pragmata, disarestimeno apo ton perigiro tou ke anagasmeno na simvivasti se mia zoi pou ton pagidefse.

Filakismeni se ena dipoliko kosmo gemato antikrouomenes epiloges ke paradoksa, prospathume apegnosmena na vrume ena meros opou mporume na anikume, kati stathero, kati asfalis, se afto ton kosmo omos ola ine toso metavlita pou kanis den mpori pote na ta orisi me akrivia.

An riksis mia apli matia sta mesa mazikis enimerosis sintoma tha diapistosis oti ektos apo tin xiragogisi katanaloton, proothoun sistimatika tin maziki vlakia ke exun os stoxo tin apovlakosi tu anthropou alla ke tin katefthinsi tis skepsis tou afu i pliopsifia oute kan mpenni sto kopo na skefti gia ton eafto tis ke na ftiaksi ta dika tis pistevo ke idanika.

Skeftite oles tis empiries pou zisate mexri tora, megalo meros apo osa zisate kathorizun to pios isaste simera os atomo. Gia paradigma ton tropo skepsis sas, tis anasfalies sas, ta thelo sas ke ton tropo pou antilamvaneste ta pragmata os sferiki ikona. Otan kitate ton eafto sas san atomo, ti skefteste? Sas aresi i ikona pou vlepete? An mporusate na parete to xrono piso tha allazate kati? Afto to kati pou tha allazate tha sas steruse mia empiria, tin empiria tu na kanis lathos, na mathenis ke na paradigmatizese apo afto, epd to proto vima ine na apodextis to lathos sou ke na zisis mazi tou gia na mporis mellontika na veltiothis ke na ekselixtis san atomo.

Gia mia fora vgalte tis maskes pou sas parexun asfalia, dikste to alithino sas prosopo, mathete na zite me to kefali psila, perifani gia afto pou isaste os ksexoristo ke diaforetiko atomo aftis tis kinonias anti na akolouthite tifla tin maza. Gia mia fora stamatiste na zite stis anamnisis tou parelthontos ke kante kati pou tha kani to simera ksexoristo, kati pou tha sas kani na kitazete to avrio me anipomonisia. Ziste to simera, simera, oxi to simera avrio… Stamatiste na anavallete ta onira sas ke parte tin zoi sta xeria sas tora!

Ironically yours,
Crimson Dawn



Y.G: Na thimase pos opios ke na ise, oti ke na kanis, tha exis to idio mellon me tin ipolipi athropotita. To telos tou taksidiou tis zois oloi to kserume, i zoi ine poli mikri gia na anastatonneste gia asimanta pragmata , giafto frontise na kanis to diko sou taksidi na aksizi…