Murder Tales

Blood on my Cresent Blade, for I,

my People have I Slayed.

And Cried, at the sight of the Moon,

as I was caught in the middle of the Red Typhoon.

Sad truth is but a preface,

as to wipe out this whole damn race.

Undeserving of life, murderers,

and I, murderer of murderers.

Reflection

Hi...
Have you ever wondered how disturbing can a reflection in moving waters be?

This is not me. This is not my face.
Do not stare. Do not approach.
It is not safe. It is not real.
I'm scared. I'm terrified.
Where shall this maddened waters push me to?
Unsteady and unpredictable, a slave to their desires.

Do you even recognise me anymore?
I do not.
Help me, I cannot take it.
I plea you don't walk away,
I'm so powerless,
so merciless and cruel...
Save me!

Stop me, before it's too late.
No one has to get hurt in the end, right?
Now Run! -No, you can't abandon me...
Hide! -I've stayed hidden for too long...
The voices, they never stop...
I do not deserve to live. -But I am not guilty yet.
My thoughts are...
What is the meaning of all this anyway?
Dead End -Or?

Maybe we can work this out.
Maybe...
But only if you stayed by my side...

Hi self.

Afto Pou Ftiaxni Tis Skies

Skotinia ston ourano sas ma atenizo to keno

s' afti tin psixri ke afilokseni politia pou me eriksan ta xronia.

Ta xronia pou kilisan san xionia

stivagmena se mia troxia gia to pouthena

perimenontas tin avgi na ta aggaliasi me to fos tis

dinnontas tous mia pio aoristi morfi

ekini pou xarizi eleftheria

ke ta perithoria stenevoun otan to telos ine i arxi.

Petrines apsixes morfes na me kitazun

sti mesi tis kosmosirrois ton aniparxton vrethika ke ego.
Tragikes morfes pou sernonte xoris ixni

san anastenagmos pou svinni

etsi xannonte ki afti...

Ena aeriko mou psithirise ta magika ta logia

tin diadromi gia tou paramithiou tin xora

lipame ma den me perni pia i ora

vlepo to fos pou plisiazi ke tromazo.

To fos ine pou ftiaxni tis skies otan kanenas den to vlepi

ke ego arnoume na gino alli mia skia sti mavri tous tin thalassa.

Trexo mesa stin nixta me svista fanaria ke svismenes elpides

san ena agrimi kinigimeno sta egkata tou dasous...

The Liar In Me

Trekse tora, fige makria. Gia mena pia min psaksis, min lipithis, min me skeftis.

Emena den tha dis, emena den tha vris, monaxa tin orgi mou, pou perni me tin via tin parakseni morfi mou.

O ponos stin kardia isvalli, ta perni ola me mania, tis stigmes pou zisame, emas, mas diagrafi.

To kathe mou sagapo, tora leksis koufies ke kenes, iposxesis adies. Ena psema monaxa, apati egine megali. Mia ikona pou zografisa gia ta dika sou matia, mia paresthisi pou sou xarisa ke egine kommatia.

Ekini mera i makrini, otan tha exo ksexasti, se neo topo tha me vri. To katheti pou erxete, na kseris kapote pos fefgi. Afti tin fora omos girismo den exi.

He Lays Here

He lays down on the grass
Alone...
Lost and Forgotten...
His eyesight too blur to see the stars

He gazes with an empty look
The sky...
But he does not truly see a thing
Cold...

He lays here
while the children play accross the street
while mom bakes a cake he'll never taste
while life goes on around him

But he just lays here...
Without love, without a friend
Without someone to care
Without someone he can say goodbye to...

So he just lays here...

Des to Allios

Kalimera ipa, ke anniksa ta matia mou gia na antikriso ena tholo ourano.

Ena sinnefiasmeno vlemma gia na kitazo, to grizo pou krivi to galazio.
Mesa stous tixous tha klisto, ke pia den tha to vlepo, thelo na krivome ap tis zois to peplo.

I omorfia tou kosmou sou, na krivi tosi friki, kserontas poso matei ine i figi.

Vlepo oti vlepis, ma to vlepo allios. Kathe leksi exi diaforetiki xria, otan alli foni tin xromatizi.

Thripsalla kommatia ginete to kathe oniro pou fefgi. Mia elpida makrini pou girismo den exi. Meres na kilane askopa, vouva ke o xronos trexi.

Klise ta matia sou ke des afto pou vlepo, den ine oute asximo ma oute ke oreo. San dilitirio kilai i pikra sto kormi mou ke san glikia parigoria mou perni tin zoi mou.

Kalinixta ke xannome ksana mes sti siopi mou, sto skotadi to avato pou krivi i sigi mou, sto kathe antio pou sou xarisa mazi me tin psixi mou...

Together Forever

Ithela na sou po pos kapies nixtes se skeftome...

Ne tote to niosa, se misisa st' alithia. San musiki, glikia ma apomakri tha se exo stin kardia mou. San tragoudi apoxeretismou tis aprositis outopias pou mou xarises. Den iparxi xoros gia alla dakria, oxi tora, mono mia glikopikri sigi pou kouvala tis anamnisis ton oson zisame. Ta sintrimia ton xartinon pirgon pou xtisame, ta onira pou gremmistikan se mia stigmi.

Se thimame na gelas, xaroumeni ke eleftheri. Ekanes tin kardia mou na skirtai monaxa me ena sou vlemma, oi leksis perittes. Sta matia sou vriskontan ola ta asteria, olo mou to simpan. Ipirksa gia sena. Ke tora i apousia sou avastaxa dini tin thesi tis ston pono. San foties pou me perikiklonnoun ta lathoi, me kene, me skotonnoun, mou klevoune arga ti zoi. Ne se skeftome, ke s'agapo...

Osa ke na mas xorizoun, ego tha kratao afta pou mas enonnoun san sterni ikona sto mialo, san ena oniro tholo, tha se kratao edo... Oso ke na se makria, gia mena tha se edo. Edo pou se ethapsa sto piso meros tis kardias mou. Eki opou den mpori na se pari kanis, eki pou tha ise monaxa diki mou...

Na prosexis mikri mou, ekina ta matia pou agapo. Na se kala ke eftixismeni, mono afto zito.

Maria

Me lene Maria mou ipe to koritsi. Thes na sou dikso ti vlepo? Ke prin prolavo kan na apantiso, xathika se mia noiti avisso. Fones frikis sinodevan tin ptosi mou, fones ponou, orgis, dipsasmenes gia ekdikisi. Fones pou den se afinnoun na ksexasis, fones pou antixane sto avato ton eonon ke sou mavrizoun tin psixi.

Vrethika se ena domatio gemato kosmo, na tous parakoloutho apo psila na pigennoerxonte nevrika me tis aposkeves tous. Annigan kouventes stin prospathia tous na kanoun tin anamoni pio ipoferti alla matea, i agonia ke i kourasi itan zografismeni sto prosopo tous. Emiazan san pontikia pou piastikan se mia kalostimeni pagida, animpora na antidrasoun ke to mellon agnosto. I tixi tous tora vriskotan sta xeria kapion allon.

Mesa sto plithos katafera na diakrino ke tin Maria. Stekotan dipla apo ton thio tis pou prospathouse na tin kathisixasi, epeksigontas tis pos den iparxi kanenas apolitos logos na anisixi, alloste etsi ipane oi arxes. Oi goneis tis ixan apeviosi ke etsi ekini ke o mikroteros aderfos tis itan ipo tin frontida tou thiou tis pou mexri stigmis tous megalonne san storgikos pateras, parolo pou o idios den ekane pote diki tou oikogenia.

O aderfos tis epeze anemela me tis aposkeves enoxlontas tous giro tou, pou tou erixnan agries maties, kathos kanenas den ixe oreksi gia polles kouventes, poso mallon gia paratirisis. I Maria ton zileve, itan toso eftixismenos stin agnia tou.

Tote itane pou ekane tin isodo tis i armodios, xorizontas tous parevriskomenous se omades ke akolouthos sinodevontan me oxi ke ton kalitero tropo stin teleftea tous katikia apo 2 mpratsomenous.

Irthe ke i ora tis Marias. Tin pirane ke tora tin odigoune sto thanato. Vrethike se ena apo ta poliarithma aspra domatia me tous "giatrous" ke ta farmaka, kato apo to ektiflotiko fos, afu prota tis ksirisan to kefali. Arxise i eksetasi me ena fialidio. To exisan prosextika pano sto derma tis ke afto arxise na tis katatroi tis sarkes, eno afti sfadaze apo ton pono ke evgaze apegnosmenes kravges voithias.

Telika to martirio afto teliose, gia na dosi ti thesi tou se ena kenourgio. Demeni xiropodara i maria eniose pagomenous gantzous na tripane to derma tis apo kathe plevra, to prosopo tis na kommatiazete, ke telika na tis aferoun rizika to derma apo ta simia tis epilogis tous, ravontas oti derma apemine me tropo frikiastiko ke apokroustiko.

Teliosame mazi sou, ipe pagera o giatros ke i voithos tou xamogelontas sadistika efere ena kathrefti mprosta sto prosopo tou koritsiou. I ikona pou antikrise tin ekane na efxotan na itan nekri. Ksero ti skeftese tis ipe i voithos, i efxi sou tha pragmatopiithi ke tote eniose ena tsimpima, to telefteo pragma pou eniose pote tis...

I Maria apedixtike ena kalo piramatozoo gia to instituto. Ixan tin efkeria na dokimasoun pano tis ola ta kenourgia proionta ke tis "parenergies" tous, kathos ke tin sirigga tis efthanasias. Oute gia mia stigmi den niastikan gia to argo martirio tis.

To ptoma tis to meteferan stin soro me ta ipolipa sapismena kormia pou arxisan na xannoun tin athropini opsi tous, gia kapsimo stin pira. Den itan para mono enas mikros thanatos. Akoma ena thima stous pollous. Ena digma, tipota parapano. Ena pirama.

Ke ksanavrethika sto idio domatio me tin Maria. Afti apla me rotise an vlepo tin ironia. Ego den apokrithika. Ekini omos sinexise: "Tora kseris ti vlepo... Vlepo tin kakia aftou tou kosmou... Tora tin ides ke esi, mesa ap' ta matia mou..."

A Cure for the Pain

O anthropos zi ton favlo kiklo pou aftos dimiourgise gia ton eafto tou, vriskontas parigoria stin diki tou ikoniki pragmatikotita. Sxedon oloi se kapia fasi tis zois tous exoune niosi tin thlipsi na tus perikiklonni, tous fovous, tis anasfalies ke tis amfivolies na tus dilitiriazun to mialo. Eki pou i skepsi tholonni, eki pou eksasthenoun oi antoxes tou anthropou, ola allazun olotela, eki ine pou ta vlepis ola allios. Otan ta oria tis logikis me tin trella svinnun ke ginonte ena, tote den mporis na empisteftis oute ton eafto sou, apla perimenis ena thavma na se sosi ap tin katantia sou, san apomixanis theos na se pari makria.

Afti i sanida sotirias mpori na pari polles morfes, kapote ine ena prosopo agapito, alles fores ena aprosmeno gegonos, kati pou tha su dosi piso tin thelisi gia zoi. Kati pou tha se tarakounisi ke tha se vgali apo to skotadi pou exis vuliaksi. Ekei pou pnigese stin atelioti thalassa ton sinesthimaton sou ke pagidevese mesa stin kataxnia tou mialou sou, zitas apegnosmena na litrothis apo ton pono ke tin thlipsi, epizitas na vris tin diki sou dieksodo me kathe tropo.



Psixika katarrakomeni, ena mikro pososto odigite stis apopires aftoktonias mono ke mono gia na diksi kapios esto mia stala endiaferon gia to atomo tous, katafefgun eki san mia teleftea kravgi voithias, mia ekklisi pros tin afilokseni kinonia, san mia teleftea paraklisi pros ton kosmo, na gini ena kalitero meros gia na zume.

Apo tin alli plevra omos iparxi ke i alli katigoria me aftoxires pou apofasizun oti apla den pai allo, adiaforontas gia tus pantes ke ta panta. Mazevoun oles tis dinamis pou tus apeminan ke pernoun tin sterni apofasi na epizitisun ton thanato os dieksodo afu apetixan na vroun stirigma na kratithoun sta egkosmia.

Mia praksi toso gennea ke toso dili tin idia stigmi. Xriazete polli kouragio na kinigisis ton thanato sou ke na termatisis ti zoi su, na apsifias ton fovo gia to agnosto, taftoxrona omos, ine mia praksi pou dilonni efthinofovia ke anikanotita na antimetopisis prosopo me prosopo tis katastasis pou se vasanizoun. Tous lipi to kinitro na polemisoun, na agonistoun gia na kerdisun, tin idia tous tin zoi...